Thursday, March 30, 2017

The true meaning of my life...

Since I started this blog to share my love for my life, it only seems right for me to share how, and why my life changed. So, here it goes.

 I was never the type to think I was going to get married or have kids. For some reason, I never had a high self esteem. I always thought good things weren't meant to happen to me and that nobody liked me. (yes, this is seriously true) I worked full time during my college years, so I went to school at  night.  I put myself through college with out any debt, and I couldn't be prouder. It might of taken longer than normal, but hey at least I finished lol.

Now, to the moment that would change my life forever. I met my husband when I was 25, and it wasn't easy. Dating in todays world is a roller coaster, but we made it. I am not perfect, in fact, I am far from being perfect. My marriage is definitely not perfect and the road that led us to our family life wasn't a fairy tale. We didn't do things the "right way" or in peoples perception of the right way, but we did it. I became a wife, and mother, something I never thought I would be. I had my mind set in being alone, but Heavenly Father always knows whats best for us and HE showed me what my true purpose is. I am beyond grateful for the life I live, and even though my life is not perfect, I am happy in my perfectly imperfect life. Now, I repeat I am far from being perfect and I make mistakes, but I strive to be a better version of myself everyday. My husband and kids have changed my outlook on life and have given meaning to my existence. They make me want to be the best version of me I can be. I want them to have happiness and joy in their heart and grow up knowing life is beautiful. Thank you Heavenly Father for showing me the way to my happiness. I feel beyond blessed for being a wife and mother. This is me... I am a wife, mother, daughter, sister, and friend. Leaving you with a favorite quote "Those gay move forward with a happy spirit will find that things will always work out." Gordon Hinckley

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